make a decision

i decide to go back home this study week

know that if going back study week is not call study week, is call holiday.
but i still wan to go back home.
miss my home so much.
just wan to leave this campus,
for a while.
for a moment.

i get bored to be here.
i just wan to go out fr here.
hope still can buy ticket.
hope my family will welcome me.
hope i can be more concentrate study at home.
hope that i can forget all the problem.

sorry, i just need time.
time can prove that u and me,
we are belong to each other or not.
u are right.
i too naive, i am stupid.
i dont have the right to stay beside u.
i am not good enough.
u are too good.
i dont wan to dissapointed u.
i not confident with myself.
sorry.....

就让时间证明这是感觉还是错觉。。

supprising BIRTHDAY, love ya

another year pass by...
i getting older
31/8/09 is my 21st birthday....

this year, i decide to do a simple and nice birthday.
i dont like to open a birthday party just like my sis. i dont like invite all my friends to have a celebration at any place. just like to be wit myself, wit my family, live ordinary...

but i get some supprise fr all my friends.
27/8/09, i gt dharmma class. after finishing the class, suddenly the light closed. a cake appear. the song sang. ya, the cake is for us, me and chun li. really supprise coz i din expect them will celebrate my birthday. thanks. i really love it.

monday is holiday. so i went back home.
monday, a simple day. ,my cooking was so delicious.
31/08/09, 12.00am, we blow the candle, we sing the birthday song. wit my dearest mum, and 2 bro. if my sis gt come, then that will be more meaningful. thanks bro for come back home although gt test waiting him.
thanks mum. thanks roland. thanks ronald.

then i continue my journey to USM campus.
reach there about 5AM.
reach here, saw han. so suprise wat she doing at cafe at this hour. not need sleep ah??
then turn back. saw the rest ppl. saw the cake.
wah, unbelieveable. they, still awake at this time, waiting for me to reach here.
shock!!!
touching!!!
but.... luckly i din cried.

really thanks. qin, poh, han, ks, yx, hui ru, gyn, randy, and hui min, who not wit us coz eat medicine, sleep edi.

i really love u all.
my love++++

My SiS Convo

finally, my sis success to graduate!! haha^^
today is her convocation le~~~
feel happy for her.. ^^

but i just manage to catch i photo only... sob T_T
my bus is at 5.15 pm, need to rush and rush to bus station..
....run.... run....and RUN!!!!
at last, i manage to get the bus.. luckily^^

my sis is a pretty gals. she enjoy doing her part time job - as a model so much
if have any events need model, she sure volunteer to join.
she also join some beauty contest, to gain some experience..
hence, this make her result drop very badly.
however, she still manage to complete her study. really feel happy to her.

wish my sis good luck in her new job now.
^^

AM I WRONG??

Am I WRONG??


so confuse..... dono wat do to..... haiz.....
every1 hv their own pt of view.... i just tell my pt only le.....
dont mean to harm any 1....
may be sometimes i din think b4 talk, but every1 will do mistakes....
i not a perfect person, just a simple person that will always make mistakes......
sometimes even dono wat my mistakes were, wat wrong tat i do....
so if i do any things that make u sad, please tell me la.....
i dont wan to hear fr others......
i dont wan to be the last 1 to know......
if i do anythings wrongs, pls face to face tell me la....
i will apologize, said sorry.....

B4 n AFTER still the same...

cny is around the corner...... everythings need to be new.....
new clothes..... new shoe.... new bag...... including some new hair style......
but this year..... not all the things is new...... haiz......
not for my hair style......
so regret go to cut hair today..... better more expensive in cost than hav a regret day......

"u gt go cut hair ma??" every1 so suprise when i said i cut hair edi..... lol.....
gt the zong dong go cut hair 2nd round......
but am i still gt hair to cut another time??
keep asking myself.... even phone my sis n poh...... crazy man.....

b4 n after, dont hav any diff ..... why i need to waste my time?? waste my money??
haiz....
need to let it go.... if dont cant sleep tonight .... lol
4get all the sadness.....
tomorrow will be a better day , a better life.......
waiting 4 goodnews ......
goodbye my new hairstyle.....
i will miss u next year cny lo.......