今天下午，整个人都开始转变了。 变得快要不认识自己了。。。
难得朋友约我出去，目的是为了买生日礼物。
今年，大家都21岁了，是最麻烦的一年。
随着时间的流去，渐渐的，品位也跟着提高了。
到一间店，走了一圈，东看西看。。。
一句，这东西太便宜了，还是去其他店看吧！！
或者，问道：这东西有得减价吗？没有。旁边就杀出一句，还好没有减价，不然就太便宜了。
傻眼，无语。
哈哈。。 很搞笑，原来我们开始变了。
哇，变到很窜了。 简直是非名牌不买，嫌弃便宜货。搞得觉得自己已经是个有钱人，可以到处撒钱，烧钱。简直窜到。。。。
但其实呢，要买一个比较好的礼物给寿星，加上是5个人一起合买的。顺其自然，就要买贵的礼物了。不然一个人才出那么几块钱，觉得太没。。。
不知道要怎样讲。。。haiz
只是，礼物的价钱真的有那么重要吗？
哈哈。。想法都不一样了
以后，自己会变得更加糟糕吗？
眼里，只是向钱看齐。
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
Organ Donation
yesterday, i went to help my mum to set up an organ donation counter in shopping centre.
reach there, face some problem. there have blood donation campaign organize by a factory. they din to any promotion to attract the people. so, just a few people came, most of them are Malay. my mum keep saying that the Malay wont sign up as organ donor. WHY??
since all of us will die one day, why don't donate our organ to those who still alive and still needed??they need our help to survive, and we dont need since it not belong to us anymore.
did we still wan to keep our dead body forever??
it will change into nothing after many years or disappear as we burn it.
sit there about 2 hours. but, just have 1 Chinese man came to sign up. plus me, just gt 2 person. haha, so pity...
but, before wan to sign up, need to discuss with our parents since it is difficult to make decision, and we still young and not mature enough.
however above 18 years old dont need permission from parents oh^^
(*i look like promoter, haha, gila liao)
reach there, face some problem. there have blood donation campaign organize by a factory. they din to any promotion to attract the people. so, just a few people came, most of them are Malay. my mum keep saying that the Malay wont sign up as organ donor. WHY??
since all of us will die one day, why don't donate our organ to those who still alive and still needed??they need our help to survive, and we dont need since it not belong to us anymore.
did we still wan to keep our dead body forever??
it will change into nothing after many years or disappear as we burn it.
sit there about 2 hours. but, just have 1 Chinese man came to sign up. plus me, just gt 2 person. haha, so pity...
but, before wan to sign up, need to discuss with our parents since it is difficult to make decision, and we still young and not mature enough.
however above 18 years old dont need permission from parents oh^^
(*i look like promoter, haha, gila liao)
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
1st year memories
1st sem life
1st time, by bus, with mum, go to USM engineering campus....
reach there early in the morning, about 4 am...wit sleepy eyes
wait until register, finally.. step into my lovely room, clean all the dust, meet my roommate....
orientation week, not so horrible as thought, all the PPMS are nice....
searching..... who have same frequency friends wit me...
finally, catch ya ... haha ^^
thanks for keep supporting me and teach me, not only just in study, and others... ex, my poor Chinese T_T
join orientation camp of Buddhist society, meet many new friends that not same course....
happy to meet them....
furthermore, go for interview for shequ group... but, i not expected i will got it, haha... really shock when they announced.... glad i got it now...
Now, i have my shequ family wit me.... especially hui feng and qi dong, learn a lot from them....
end of the year, too many ppl birthday edi.... haiz, until now still cant believe i the 2nd older in my geng, my birth is on Aug le!! but luckily i not the 1st one, haha.... ks, u are the king!!
all this celebration are my sweet memories....
mOOncake festival, join the community, in publicity group....meet our group leader, kelvin, a nice man... the T-shirt is he design 1 lo.... so, eat moon cake and play play play lo....
of coz, don't forget the suffering final exam... at last, have a penang trip.... shun bian send yx plane, go back sarawak.... go a lot of place, play 国王的游戏， visit penang airport... haha...
some more, ks did a crazy things... guess what.... haha...please guess fr this photo....
2nd sem life
b4 started school time, go alor setar for Buddhist camp.... there, mix up more closer wit them... really enjoy and learn a lot... thanks to shi fu, and all the community member....+ pau, thanks for send me there, haha..
started a new sem, this sem really pack the time table, full of assignment, test, tutorial
moreover, not many holiday, cant enjoy this sem, just busy, busy and busy....
but, still have some fun activity la... if not, die of desire entertainment =_=
making tang yuan wit friends....
baking biscuit with 慈济 and join 慈济的岁末祝福...
happy Chinese new year lo.... 1st time celebrate in campus
din join the community, but just as an audience, more relax type of entertainment...
WUS, keusahawaan, learn how to build up a business, earn money by ourselves... but, i dont think its useful to everyone....haha
little grass concert, 1st time join as community, can learn how to handle the spot light, quite a good experience....
Material Night, din go.... don't ask the reason, coz... no reason==
but still got go out, go lean poh house play, take a good rest to walk further....
started study week, then final exam for 1 week plus, finally, holiday lo....
but b4 enjoy, need to do somethings 1st, go 实地考察， finally has decided to set our orientation camp at gurun fo jiao hui... happying....
shequ, is waiting for me, need to continue to my part.....so excited, but need to do homework b4 go.... so, cant transfer into pig edi, still can live as human.... so glad...
1st time, by bus, with mum, go to USM engineering campus....
reach there early in the morning, about 4 am...wit sleepy eyes
wait until register, finally.. step into my lovely room, clean all the dust, meet my roommate....
orientation week, not so horrible as thought, all the PPMS are nice....
searching..... who have same frequency friends wit me...
finally, catch ya ... haha ^^
thanks for keep supporting me and teach me, not only just in study, and others... ex, my poor Chinese T_T
join orientation camp of Buddhist society, meet many new friends that not same course....
happy to meet them....
furthermore, go for interview for shequ group... but, i not expected i will got it, haha... really shock when they announced.... glad i got it now...
Now, i have my shequ family wit me.... especially hui feng and qi dong, learn a lot from them....
end of the year, too many ppl birthday edi.... haiz, until now still cant believe i the 2nd older in my geng, my birth is on Aug le!! but luckily i not the 1st one, haha.... ks, u are the king!!
all this celebration are my sweet memories....
mOOncake festival, join the community, in publicity group....meet our group leader, kelvin, a nice man... the T-shirt is he design 1 lo.... so, eat moon cake and play play play lo....
of coz, don't forget the suffering final exam... at last, have a penang trip.... shun bian send yx plane, go back sarawak.... go a lot of place, play 国王的游戏， visit penang airport... haha...
some more, ks did a crazy things... guess what.... haha...please guess fr this photo....
2nd sem life
b4 started school time, go alor setar for Buddhist camp.... there, mix up more closer wit them... really enjoy and learn a lot... thanks to shi fu, and all the community member....+ pau, thanks for send me there, haha..
started a new sem, this sem really pack the time table, full of assignment, test, tutorial
moreover, not many holiday, cant enjoy this sem, just busy, busy and busy....
but, still have some fun activity la... if not, die of desire entertainment =_=
making tang yuan wit friends....
baking biscuit with 慈济 and join 慈济的岁末祝福...
happy Chinese new year lo.... 1st time celebrate in campus
din join the community, but just as an audience, more relax type of entertainment...
WUS, keusahawaan, learn how to build up a business, earn money by ourselves... but, i dont think its useful to everyone....haha
little grass concert, 1st time join as community, can learn how to handle the spot light, quite a good experience....
Material Night, din go.... don't ask the reason, coz... no reason==
but still got go out, go lean poh house play, take a good rest to walk further....
started study week, then final exam for 1 week plus, finally, holiday lo....
but b4 enjoy, need to do somethings 1st, go 实地考察， finally has decided to set our orientation camp at gurun fo jiao hui... happying....
shequ, is waiting for me, need to continue to my part.....so excited, but need to do homework b4 go.... so, cant transfer into pig edi, still can live as human.... so glad...
Friday, April 10, 2009
恋空
一部让我爱上了天空的戏。看着天空，可以让我恢复精神，charge了少许的电。
今天，很早就爬起来了。。然后一边吃早餐一边上网。结果，堕落的一天开始了。。。
到了MUNMUN， 看到有一个NEW字，就很好奇地去看了（haiz... 好奇心真的会害死人的）
哈哈，不能怪MunMun, 只能怪自己不争气，太容易受外境影响了。也要感谢MunMun大。。大人（不知道是大哥还是大姐），把欢乐带给大家，为我那单调的世界，添上了一些色彩。不然我会读书读到疯掉，天天面对这四面墙壁，快要进化变成在天天面壁思过了。。
[恋空] 深深的吸引着我了。 整个早上，就让我看完恋空了。。。
还好，只有6集而已，不然我完蛋了。。。一看就没完没了。。考试，就这样被我忘得一干二净了。
恋空，真的是很感动人心的一部戏。连冷血的我，也被感动了。当然，还是一公升的眼泪排第一名。它如果排第二，没人敢争第一吧~~~
故事内容就不多说了，要去看了才知道哦~~每个人的意见，看法，观点都是不同的。我认为好的，其他人也会不赞同吧~~
堕落了这么久，是时候收是好心情， 从现在开始努力用功读书了！！
但会不会太迟了一些。。T_T
Thursday, April 2, 2009
信心
什么是信心呢？？
从上一个星期社区培辅营，在《知彼知已，将心比心》游戏环节里，收到的feedback 是-
沈翠美，对自己没信心，是个很静的人，要多以他人交谈，勇于发表意见。
今天，从佛学会总检讨里， 也收到了一些feedback。
Calyn, 缺乏信心，got many input but no output, 没有做好计划就冲动的做了。
大家的feedback， 当然也有一些好的，哪些就不讲了，会paise的^^
其实很高兴大家很直接的点破我的缺点，我的不足。
其实，我自己也知道的。但我认为信心，不是一两天就能找回来的。
以前的我，也许大家都不相信吧，我是那种温室里的花，只是在家乖乖读书的类型，也没举办过任何活动。 大学的生活，对我来说，是修炼的道场，是自我提升，自我充实的好机会。不想就把这四年的生活，只是用在学业上而已，白白浪费了时间及青春。等老了以后，再后悔当初为什么没好好留一些大学时光美好的回忆。
要为自己鼓掌，成功的跨出第一步。
接下来的那一步，就要看自己了。
如何把自己的缺点及不足，做出改变，从相同变成不同。
那一步，我不知道能不能成功跨过。
刚才俊利说我嘴里一直在喊很难啊！！都没有试过，就已经在喊难了。。。
也许，时间就是我的灵药，能医好我的病。
时间，就像魔术一样，能让一个人有360度的转变。
时间，能让我从经验中，找回了我的信心。至少它让现在的我，在主持小会议时，忘了紧张的感觉。
也许有一天，我也可能变成一个女强人哦~~好像我妈妈哦~~
从上一个星期社区培辅营，在《知彼知已，将心比心》游戏环节里，收到的feedback 是-
沈翠美，对自己没信心，是个很静的人，要多以他人交谈，勇于发表意见。
今天，从佛学会总检讨里， 也收到了一些feedback。
Calyn, 缺乏信心，got many input but no output, 没有做好计划就冲动的做了。
大家的feedback， 当然也有一些好的，哪些就不讲了，会paise的^^
其实很高兴大家很直接的点破我的缺点，我的不足。
其实，我自己也知道的。但我认为信心，不是一两天就能找回来的。
以前的我，也许大家都不相信吧，我是那种温室里的花，只是在家乖乖读书的类型，也没举办过任何活动。 大学的生活，对我来说，是修炼的道场，是自我提升，自我充实的好机会。不想就把这四年的生活，只是用在学业上而已，白白浪费了时间及青春。等老了以后，再后悔当初为什么没好好留一些大学时光美好的回忆。
要为自己鼓掌，成功的跨出第一步。
接下来的那一步，就要看自己了。
如何把自己的缺点及不足，做出改变，从相同变成不同。
那一步，我不知道能不能成功跨过。
刚才俊利说我嘴里一直在喊很难啊！！都没有试过，就已经在喊难了。。。
也许，时间就是我的灵药，能医好我的病。
时间，就像魔术一样，能让一个人有360度的转变。
时间，能让我从经验中，找回了我的信心。至少它让现在的我，在主持小会议时，忘了紧张的感觉。
也许有一天，我也可能变成一个女强人哦~~好像我妈妈哦~~
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